My Journey

     There are a few things that are etched into my brain from when I was a child.  Like most children, I had friends, played outside and enjoyed being a kid.   One word that defined much of how I feel about myself as an adult is "husky"  the size of the clothes that I had to buy.  A husky is a dog..not in sizes though...husky means you are too big for regular clothes.   I was acutely aware that I was larger than others.  I remember being on diets.  One time my family was in the newspaper for losing weight on a low carb diet.  In the paper was our picture with how much each of us lost.   In high school I was on the spinach diet and while friends ate spaghetti, I remember having "spaghetti" bean spouts and shrimp with cocktail sauce.   Most every day I stood on the scale and was weighed.  Needless to say, I was acutely aware of my size.  I would hide food from my parents.  When my friends and I bought ice cream or a shake, I would give my ice cream or shake to my friends when I saw my dad -- always saying it was not mine.  As I progressed into adulthood, I decided never to be on a diet.  I was active...I went to the gym but ate what I wanted.  
      After two children, my weight began to go up.  As I approached my late 40's I realized that for my health, I needed to make a change.  As many people do, I went to the gym and "watched" what I ate.  I have to admit that I was not faithful to the gym.  I was not truly motivated.  When I was 50, I tried a diet.  I lost 30 lbs but as soon as I stopped the diet, I gained it all back.  I did not learn how to make healthy choices.  I was just cooking all the time.  It was not sustainable.  
      A year ago I had a tear in my meniscus which led me to learn that I had high blood pressure.  I was put on medication.   After surgery, I tried again to lose weight.  I went to the gym but had little weight loss.   
       This last fall I met my coach who shared her story with me,  Her powerful story inspired me to make a change in my life, in my health and in my head/heart.  She showed me that I could learn how to make healthy choices for a life change.  So, this began "The Journey to find Me" as I call it.  My journey first focused on my outward appearance.  My weight went down,  I went from an XL, 1X or 2X shirts and size 18-20 pants to now M and L shirts and size 14 pants.  The next part of me that I began to work on was my head/heart.  My coach asked me if I would like to encourage others to begin their journey as I have.  I jumped at the chance to help others.  Helping others has always been part of me so being a coach seemed natural.  What I am learning from all the other coaches...their passion...their honesty is fueling the fire in me to want to help others write the story of their journey.  What I have learned is that this journey is a gift...not the type of gift you keep to yourself...it is the gift that must be shared.  We, those who are on the healthy life journey are a community,  We are connected by the common goal of optimal health.   I would be honored to help you begin your journey.

Comments

Unknown said…
I am so proud of you. I was one who would hold your milkshakes and candy. I knew your struggle but hsve always thought you ate beautiful. I had the opposite problem. I was too thin from being a sick child. Being on the other end of the spectrum was difficult and left me with a negative body image, too. I have enjoyed watching you on this new journey and am so happy for you. Your new found energy and joy in life is inspiring!! I love you!!!!
Coach Becca said…
It's been amazing watching you transform. I believe that everything happens for a reason and it's the same for us meeting. Even though I didn't know you well I had to bring up to you what happened in my journey. I didn't know whether you would be receptive or not. I'm so glad you saw value in what I was offering. I love how this has affected your life and how it's giving you even more passion to help people. As soon as we started talking I knew that helping others was in your heart. You inspire me everyday. ❤️

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